And I don't hate YOU - I hate the mother who SPAWNED you! There's no getting rid of you! You're like a cockroach - just when it looks like you've finally fucked off, you come crawling back.

It's not you whom I hate - but your mother that gave birth to you! How do I get rid of you? You're just like a cockroach - once it feels like, at long last, you fucked off, you turn up, crawling, again.